new lesson

When you are super duper mad, swearing and punching the door will do nothing but leave you with an aching hand and a bad taste in your mouth.

Fell off the wagon

Well I did it again, I went against my better judgment and started liking a new boy. Problem is I have "dated" this boy before and it did not end so well and this time it ended better but history always finds a way of repeating itself. You would think I would learn my lesson, but apparently I am the same idiotic person as before. Se la vie right? 



Re-starting man hating phase hopefully it works better this go around. I should take my own advice " a man isn't going to buy the cow when its giving the milk away for free"..... even though this particular boy assured me the cow would still be purchased. Note to self stop referring to oneself as a cow, its not good for the self esteem.